To sum up our lives which are displaying in some web sites or even in encyclopedias, the things we have done, successes, schools, marriage, awards etc. is written.. yes this is correct and it seems important. but also these are the cluster of sentences which are not enough to reflect the truth.
what if the ones haven't written?
how many times....
he laughed from inside?
looked at the full moon with seeing eyes?
sobbed, washed the teeth, cooked, afraided of something, became drunk..
how many times regretted and said sorry?
wanted to wake up late bu it was a m ust to get up early?
loved a creature but human?
how many times became cruel or clemented?
sang to the wind?
how many times have become tardy?
felt respect or hate? cried while watching a film?
how many times have been able to be with the one he wanted to be with.. or haven't..
how many times he really loved, made happy and be loved, became brave or coward?
how many times he trusted? deceived? ashamed? or honored?
dreamed, lost his dreams or became real?
had to smile in front of the meaningless word just for his kindness..
how many times missed the ones who he never see or touch again?
went to doctor or farmacy?
how many times smelled the jasmine or moss. kissed the hands of the elders he respected?
how many times really made love with full of senses?
watched the trees, clouds ,rain and sea with respect?
how many times dropped the reins but then continued?
loved himself and felt as "human".. and thanked for this?
how many times felt his living?
how many times really he was him?
with the help of the light coming from back, there exists "shadow games".. watchers see some forms and take the way for different worlds, loves and voices? may be sometimes it seems magiccal, sometimes fun, or engrossing..
what about the other side? are we able to look back through the light? through our ideal beings?
most importantly, while looking are we able to seeing ourselves also?
Dear Pierra ; thank you for your beautiful comments :) İt's my life.. paintings and music ..i'm working always for new paintings.. and your works are beautiful..especially eyes very important for me..
very meaningful ..please look my video ? i prepared for wdydwyd.. and i'm writing about life , human being, and for animals..i will send for you ..nice to meet you..Ayşegül Yeşilnil