what is nig-ga?

every writer is a small dictator, we want to fight with all dictators , it's better fight with our ideas
there is a word in dictionary "n****" , today n**** is not black man, n**** is poor man who have dark life,
I had many web log, when I wrote a Discussion and used word of n**** , somebody didn't let publish it, somebody deleted it ,somebody deleted my weblog, somebody told me troll , you told me Racial slurs ,there is not any democracy, no body want hear opposite voice